Monday, February 4, 2008

Just another depressive Monday

Bad day today. I couldn't sleep last night (not sure why) and so I slept in this morning, got a late start to the day, couldn't get any reading done at school, didn't enjoy the reading that I brought home, and totally failed to do the writing assignments.

I'm trying awfully hard to like myself. It makes it much harder when I don't really have support. I talked with a friend about being unhappy, which is a step in the right direction, but although it felt good at the time, I'm not enjoying things right now. I hate feeling like such a third wheel.

My sense of self is so uncertain that every event that isolates me in any way leaves me totally adrift. I wish I could just get over this shit.

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